"Girls aren’t going to talk to you first. It’s a girl thing. We don’t like starting the conversation because we like to feel like you want to talk to us. We like to feel like the wait was worth something. We like feeling like you’ve waited for us like we’ve waited for you. But the number one reason we hate talking first is because we hate to seem needy or clingy. That’s why we’re scared. Cause to us, being needy and obsessive just pushes guys away. And no girl wants that."

#22;

Time: 11.42pm
Playlist: Boys Like Girls - Thunder
Mood: Sleepy



Alright, so my day today was boring, as always it has been. I'm home alone, cos my parents are away in Bali & Aidil's working. He'll only be back here tomorrow morning. I just hung-up with him cos he has to do his Guard Duty already & his smoke break is over. I missed him much.

Yesterday's Party was awesome! Awesome than I'd thought it would be! Haha. I think I had alot of guests over at my place - a mixture of my friends & Aidil's friends. The rest are my cousins. But well, they didn't stay long anyways. Only 2 of my guy cousins who are Aidil's close friends (they somewhat managed to get along at the start of our relationship) stayed longer than the others. My friends came for like 3 hours then they left by 10pm cos they had school just now. And some of Aidil's friends went home as early as they came! They stayed for like an hour, cos they had to rush off elsewhere, while the others went back around 11.30pm. And my 2 cousins went home at 2am. So me & Aidil cleared up everything & every mess we had and by the time we went to sleep, it was almost 3.30am.

So after Aidil left for work at 9am - he was late, actually - I just continued my sleep and didn't do anything much after I woke up. I just read some ghost stories by Russell Lee (I know, I know, the book is sooooo old), I don't know why but I just love reading them. Plus, it's been awhile since I last touched those books so reading it back was creepy infact. Lol. I cooked myself Mee Poh Dry Noodle & even though it wasn't delicious since it was instant, I just gobbled it anyway. I was too lazy to go down to get food. Haha.

Now I'm at home alone. How I wish my brother is around, sigh. I really missed him. Those moments we always watched movies together on DVD or the Internet, those times he always pester me to cook food for him & also when we challenge each other games on Xbox.

I wonder, how long are you gonna run away like this, Elfie? Don't you miss me and/or Mum & Dad? Come back, please. If only you know how much all of us miss you.

#21;

Time: 3.07pm
Playlist: Neyo - One in a Million
Mood: Feeling Good


First & foremost, I've created a new account on Blogskins. I decided to change it to my all-time favorite username which is none other than elysaysgoodbye :) Hahaha. Mindyou, it's been almost 3 years I've lived with this username. Lol.

And I've designed yet another blogskin! It's already submitted, and it's under my new account. I'm no longer gonna submit skins in my old chocodiiction-lovesxoxo* account. To view the latest blogskin, this is the url: http://www.blogskins.com/info/357147. Sorry if it's a disappointment or if it sucked.

My Sunday's pretty fine. And lame. I just can't wait for 6pm! There's a party in my house, remember? Haha! Yeah, all the guests whom I've invited will be coming over from 6pm onwards. Those who are staying over will be staying over, those who're going home will be off. And Aidil's on his way to my place now. Can he like come faster? I'm getting bored. He's bringing Burger King for me! We're having BK for lunch! Atleast, not MacsD again ;)

Dad & Mum are confirmed coming home on Wednesday. Luckily I have money in my bank account, or else I will starve to death sia. Oh, how I miss them both! Come back soon! :(

Hey, Aidil's here! Imma blast off now. Goodbye! :D

#21;

Time: 3.13pm
Playlist: None
Mood: Sleepy


As a celebration of the New Year, it's raining heavily outside. How cooling & what a great feeling :) I'm enjoying the weather right now. Hehehe.

So, welcome 2011! Hello, January! :D In 18 more days, it'll be Aidil's 21st birthday! I've already make plans for his big day, but I'm not gonna share it here. Afraid he might read it. Lol. And 3 more months to my 21st birthday too! Wooooo! I'm so old.

Yesterday was simply awesome! If I were to write every detail, my entry will be damn long. And I'm not in the mood to type too-long entries atm. So I just would like to say that I enjoyed the fireworks, and the crowds were obviously supportive! Fantastic audience. I think it was darn crowded till some of them prolly couldn't go home. Packed as fcuk, seriously. Luckily one of Aidil's friends drive a lorry, so all of us went home by lorry :) Heh. And we reached home almost 2am. By then we're both tired. Oh ya, we're at my place.

Mum & Dad are surely having fun at Bali. I told them to get me some gifts! They're at Bali having their "honeymoon", in celebration of their 28th Anniversary. They'll only be back on Monday/Tuesday. I'm not sure when. And I'm having a house-party tomorrow! Hahaha. Those of my friends whom I didn't get to meet-up yesterday are invited, and also mostly are Aidil's friends :D Hehehe. Some sort a reunion kinda party, yup.

Well, Imma be off for now. I need to cook lunch :) Goodbye, readers! Enjoy your last few bits of holidays before school & work starts!